? WHAT'S MEANT TO, WILL ALWAYS FIND ITS WAY
Y Wednesday, December 31, 2008


I'm MOVING ON to
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Y Friday, December 26, 2008


SOME PEOPLE WAITED A LIFETIME FOR A MOMENT LIKE THIS

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JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I LOST MY WAY, YOU GAVE ME STRENGTH TO CARRY ON

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Y Wednesday, December 24, 2008


23 DEC 2008

Went To CELEBRATE LIYANA's Birthday with Farie.
We watched THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL.

A Very GOOD Movie that Keanu Reeves acted in,
playing the role of an alien who came to earth to
save her from humans who polluted earth badly.

He only changed his mind about destroying humans after
seeing that a change is actually possible.

The actions in the movie was AWESOME.

COOL MOVIE

Then, we ate at LJS.
HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY
Can't believe i actually had three pieces of LJS chicken.

Next, BORDERS.
A wonderful place to hang out when you're FULL.
First stop was of course the CD section.
But there weren't good cds.

Then, we left.
A lot of crazy stuffs occured along our way home.
1. Liyana's weird tone when she said 'Nevermind'
2. Farie when she said "how come the clouds look like that"
which i heard as "how come the cup looks like that"
sounds wrong eh?

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Y Friday, December 19, 2008


I STAY IN LOVE
FRUSTRATED VERSION


DYING INSIDE COS I CAN'T SATND IT
JOB OR NO JOB
CAN'T TAKE THIS MADNESS
I DON'T EVEN REALLY KNOW WHY
ALL I KNOW IS I TRY AND TRY SO HARD TO KEEP MYSELF ALIVE

IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME AT THIS POINT OF TIME, I HIGHLY DOUBT YOU'LL EVER WILL
I REALLY NEED A BLOODY DAMN JOB A S A P.

Aiyah, i lazy to continue
HATE TO WAIT FOR CALLS

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Y Tuesday, December 16, 2008


X FACTOR 2008


Lately, i've been warching X Factor 2008
and believe it, i got so addicted to the show that
i watched it for more than 10 weeks.

Simply because the live and result show was on every Saturday.
I could only watch it on Sundays when the videos were already uploaded on Youtube.So, i watched it from the Audtions to the Bootcamp to Top 3 (per catogery) selection in the Judges House to the Live Shows, Semi-Finals and lastly FINALS.

This everlasting addiction all started when i watched this video about a girl named Alexandra Burke who auditioned for this year's X factor, after being thrown away in the same contest three years ago during the Top 3 (per catogery) selection in the Judges House.

HER Audition



THE BOOTCAMP



Top 3 in Judges House



Live Show 1



Live Show 2: Michael Jackson WEEK



Live Show 3: Big Band/Orchestra Week



Live Show 4: Disco WEEK



Live Show 5: Mariah Carey WEEK



Live Show 6



Live Show 7: Take That WEEK



Live Show 8: Britney&American Classic WEEK





Live Show 9 [SEMI-FINAL]





Live Show 10 [FINAL]









This is the amazing journey of Alexandra Burke who has NEVER GIVE UP on her dreams three years ago and look at her now. SHE's the WINNER. SHE's a TRUE ENTERTAINER and i hope that she'll make it globally. She is a life example of a true fighter. I am so Inspired by her postivity and her will to move on. She is among My no.1 Life Coach.

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Woah!
I've been so bloody buzy for this 2 weeks
Went for the AKLTG MEGA COACH TRAINING between 10-12.
Met wondeful bunch of people of the same age and some slightly older.





For three straight days, we had to listen to our GREAT coaches : Bong, Trina,Gary , do fun and crazy activities especially the last day: OWN game and Bingo-cum-Amazing Race.

Hope to see you guys in the upcoming camps.

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Y Thursday, December 4, 2008


ARGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO BLOODY FRUSTRATED.
WITH WHAT???
MY NEW WORK.
IN THE PAPERS, THEY SAID CAN EARNED UP TO $100 A DAY
THE PAY IS WOW
BUT I REALISED THE JOB IS SO TROUBLESOME.
YOU HAVE TO CONVINCE PPLE TO BUY CHARITY TICKETS.
FOR EVERY BOOKLET YOU SOLD, U'LL GET $30.
I CAN'T EVEN SELL 5 AND THEY EXPECT ME TO SELL THE WHOLE BOOKLET.
I GIvE UP/
-sigh-

AND THIS MORNING, I INITIALLY TO A 28 BUS THEN STOP AT PAYA LEBAR TO TAKE A CAB AS I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA BE LATE.
I REACHED THERE AT 9.33
3 MINUTES LATE.
BUT GUESS WHAT?
IT ONLY STARTED AT 10.00
I JUST WASTED $9 FOR THE REDUNDANT TAXI RIDE.
SO I HAD TO WAIT WAIT AND WAIT!!!!!
TO MAKE THINGS WORST, I'M THE ONLY NON-CHINESE THERE
AND THE PPLE THERE WERE SO SUPER SUPER FRIENDLY.
HEHE

OK!!! I GUESS THIS IS ENOUGH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I MISS THE AKLTG CAMP JOB.
I MISS ALL THE GENERALS

GEN MAESH, GEN SABRI, GEN BOON, GEN PREET, GEN KIMBERYLN, GEN HAZEL,GEN TASHA, GEN SUREESH, GEN RAZEEF, GEN JASPER, GEN AH HAO, GEN DENISE.

I ALSO MISS ALL THE PARK VIEW SQUIRES.
GREAT BUNCH OF KIDS
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Y Wednesday, November 26, 2008


FUNNY AND WEIRD AUDITIONS AROUND THE WORLD

AMERICAN IDOL





Ok Yi ming. I will update tmr:)
Things to update
- Cousin's Treat
-Adam Khoo Coach Camp
BRITAIN'S GOT TALENT


MALAYSIAN'S IDOL


X FACTOR

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Y Tuesday, November 18, 2008


DRAMA MASTERCLASS

Actually, it's just a Drama Workshop that Hanna and I had to attend just now and it's at Meridean JC. It's part of the drama practices that they had.
It's a fun experience getting to know some really friendly drama members in that JC.

It started with an ice breaking game where we had to really make full use of teamwork, communication skills and awareness of the surroundings. We had to continue passing the ball without letting it touch the ground for at least 10 times. We took around 4 or 5 sets to complete it.

Next, the boat activity. There were 5 people in a "boat" and each of them had a specific character and the boat is sinking. So, they have to convince each other why that one person has to stay on the boat.I was a member of parliament. HAHA.
The last part was funny. Amitha and I were the last two standing. I started laughing when she did all her nonsense.

Then, the host party activity.
I had to play the role of Hitler's enthusiast and there's a moment where i did hitler's trademark wrongly.

Well, that's it for today people.
:)

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Y Saturday, November 15, 2008


SONGS TO ADD TO MY COLLECTION:
1. AGAINST ALL ODDS - PHILL COLLINS
2. I'LL BE THERE - JACKSON FIVE
3. I STILL BELIEVE - MARIAH CAREY
4. TRY IT ON MY OWN - WHITNEY HOUSTON
5. VISION OF LOVE - MARIAH CAREY
6. SUPERSTITION -STEVIE WONDER
7. FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE - STEVIE WONDER
8. A MOMENT LIKE THIS - LEONA LEWIS
9. BACK AT ONE - BRIAN McKNIGHT
10. FALLING SLOWLY - GLEN HANSARD

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START OF SOMETHING NEW
3. JOB-HUNT CUM CHILL-OUT DAY with HANNA and SHEILA


LIKE THE STEPS






OUR REFLECTION(bouncing off light as it enters a plane mirror) credits: Ms Sakinah


ICE CREAM @ SWENSENS :):)



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START OF SOMETHING NEW
2. CLASS CHALET
13/11/08


TRYING OUT OUR SHADES


A BETTER VIEW


THIS IS NOT AN EM0 POST OKAYY.
I WAS JUST TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING FROM MY BAG


EATING THE MOO TIRAMISU ICE CREAM WHILE WATCHING 'JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE'


HEHE



COOL PICTURE UH?





im NOT GAY!!




PICS WHEN HANNA AND SHEILA LEFT FOR tHE RIHANNA's CONCERT




LAST MOMENTS WITH MY MALAY CLASSMATES




VERY RANDOM BUT THIS PIC IS VERY MEMORABLE TO ME. OUR 3E6 RETRO DANCE- GOOD MEMORIES

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START OF SOMETHING NEW :)

1. The Outing with Cullens and Nabillah at Vivocity
[EXACTLY ONE DAY AFTER THE END OF O LEVELS]






THE F21 BLACK FEDORA:):):):)







YEAH!! THE SHOES


AIDEN AND WHAYTT


CREDITS:FOODCOURT

THAT DAY, I BOUGHT A BLUE TOPMAN JACKET AND A COOL GREEN SHADES FROM TOPMAN:):):):):):):):)
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT OUTING.

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Y Thursday, November 6, 2008


It was not THE END for me after the Mount FaBer trip.
I still had to go for an interview with Hanna.

AT A VERY VERY VERY UNKNOWN PLACE. - 107 Tampines Road??
And it's not in Tampines, it's in Hougang
That we even lost our way.

We went to the wrong locaion - unfortunately.
Another opportunity missed.
Bloody Operator- Gave us EXACT and SPECIFIC details???

A very frustrating moment as we had Lots of problems then.
Sheila and "sesat-journey" with liyana e3.
The Damn operator.
The people staring.
The sudden change of plans.
The good feeling of 'rejection'???
Going crazy or in hanna's words 'being drunk' for no reason.

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MOUNT FABER



Planned to meet Shi Chang, Milli, Kar mun and Gwen at 7 am.
However, i reached there late.
It's all because i had to change the bandage at my left leg.
It took me a really long time.

So, i reached there around 7.08.
The good thing is i'm not the only one who's late.
Haha. Kar mun reached later than me.

We met Mrs Lee, other teachers like Mdm Noreha, Ms Lin, Ms Sng, Mr Tan and Mr J and the commitee. Mr J was very suprised especially after knowing that Our O Level is still not over yet. Then, we set off to trek at MOUNT FABER. YAYE

The best moments of the day include: singing 'I'm Yours', 'Fall For You' and 'Can't Help Falling In Love' with Ms Sng and Gwen and Ms Sng actually gave me constructive feedbacks on how i can improve my voice further.
Taking pictures with junior. Mr Tan being scolded by Mrs Lee for destroying the nature as he stepped on the patch of grasses. And of course, the everlasting journey.


MS SNG - THE ONE AND ONLY MUSIC TEACHER AND MY PRIVATE VOCAL TEACHER
haha


[MORE PICTURES OF THE TRIP WILL BE UPDATED AS SOON AS I CAN FIND THE DAMN USB CABLE]

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Y Monday, November 3, 2008


SOCIAL STUDIES : BYE BYE


Yeah. It was SS paper today.
Me Hanna and Sheila freaked out in the morning at Starbucks for nothing
as CONFLICTS CAME OUT in One of the SEQ question. Alhamdulillah.

The first thing i checked when the examiner instructed us to check whether the pages were printed correctly, was The SEQ Section. THE MOST IMPORTANT PART. Thankfully, conflicts were in QN 2. At the instance, i knew that people like Hanna Sheila and also Balqis were overjoyed. Bal - she studied so much of conflicts in Prelims but i did not come out then. What's meant to, will always find its way. :)

2(a) Sri lanka
(b) Northern Ireland

Despite being shocked looking at the part (a) Qns initially as it was tricky, i was quite pleased as i managed to make connections with other factors and complete the three paragraph outline. Unfortunately, i didn't have time to do balancing.

On top of that, the SBQ was not that easy. It was about attracting foreign talent.
But hopefully i can get a good grade for combined humanities.

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Y Saturday, October 25, 2008


AGAINST ALL ODDS



How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds and that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
Now take a look at me now, cos there's just an empty space

But to wait for you, is all I can do and that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now, cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance I've gotta take

Take a look at me now

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HEAL THE WORLD, MEN



There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me

SOMETIMES WHEN WE TOUCH

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Y Wednesday, October 22, 2008


ADD MATHS PAPER 1...
JUST COMPLETED IT A FEW HOURS AGO.
A FEW MORE PAPERS FOR THIS WEEK.
GEO TMR
A AND E MATHS THE DAY AFTER

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Y Friday, October 17, 2008


WOW! I have not updated for almost a month and a weak.

Last thursday, O LEVEL CHEM/PHY Practical.

Anxiety strucked me when i stepped into the Chem Lab. But i managed to control it.
Then, we had to check for all the apparatus.

When i saw the spring balance( newton-metre, i was quite shocked as we did not practice much on spring balance experiments but i was thankful that Ms Sakinah showed us the past pure phy practical as my o level phy prac was very similar to that one.

I panicked when i saw a lot of long instructions that were very crucial for me to do the practical correctly.


Chem part was the WORST.

It took my a long 10 mins just to understand what i was supposed to do for the first part which only consist of 1 MARK.

The other parts were .....
NVM

JUST HAVE TO CONTINUE.....



CHEM PAPER
GEO PAPER
EL PAPERS
A MATHS PAPERS
E MATHS PAPER

here.. i come

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Y Saturday, September 13, 2008



SAD LIFE I HAVE.
REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THE 1ST DAY IM FREE FROM THE DREADING O LEVELS.

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Y Thursday, September 11, 2008



RESULTS: VERY BADLY DONE

KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON
-NABILLAH

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Y Saturday, September 6, 2008


SOMETHING FUNNY TO SHARE:




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i BELIEVE



Have you ever reached a rainbow's end
And did you find your pot of gold
Ever catch a shooting star
And tell me how high did you soar
Ever felt like you were dreaming
Just to find that you're awake
And the magic that surrounds you
Can lift you up and guide you on your way

I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
See I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally I believe

When you look out in the distance
You see it never was that far
Ohhh No
Heaven knows your existance
And lead you to be everything you are
Ohhh
There's a time for every soul to fly
It's in the eyes of every child
It's the hope, the love that saves the world
And ohhh we should never let it go

I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
See I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won't let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe yeah

I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally I believe
Yes I believe

Love keeps liftin me higher (I believe in love)
Liftin me higher (Higher higher higher higher)
Love keeps liftin me higher (Love keeps liftin)
Liftin me higher (Love keeps liftin me higher)
Love keeps liftin me higher (You oughta try it for yourself)
Liftin me higher
Love keeps liften me higher (Higher higher higher higher)
Love keeps liftin me higher (You oughta try it for yourself)
Liftin me higher

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