Y Thursday, July 31, 2008
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made They can take the music that we never play. All the broken dreams take everything Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
DONT WANNA TALK ABT YTD :(
BAD DAY.
FELT A NEW WAVE OF DISAPPOINTMENT.
MY PALMS ARE COLD AND CLAMMY AT THE THOUGHT IF FAILURE
BUT THE SHOW MUST GO ON.
Y Thursday, July 24, 2008
VERY VERY PRESSURISED TO THE NEXT LEVEL
I just feel as though i have lots and lots of homework to do!!! It's like never ending. On top of that, PRELIMS are in less than a month's time.........................................................................
SO STRESSla
Y Monday, July 21, 2008
TYPICAL MONDAY
HAd ADD MATHS LESSONS: DID RATES OF CHANGE WORKSHEET
ML: WENT THRU WORKBK LIKE PERIBAHASA. BALQIS WAS EXTREMELY FUNNY TODAY. SAT WITH HANNA AS KHAIRUL AND MAI WAS ABSENT. MISS KHAIRUL. CIKGU WAS SO ENTERTAINING TODAY ESP WHEN SHE GAVE SARCASTIC REMARKS TO BAL.
POA: DID THE POA TEST ON AMALGAMATION AND INCOMPLETE RECORDS. OKAYLAH. JUST EXCITED TO SEE THE MARKS THOUGH I DIDN'T STUDY MUCH, REALLY.
RECESS; THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY. ATE W MY FAMILY "THE CULLENS". HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THEM AROUND. THEY'RE REALLY A GREAT COMPANY.
GEO: boring
ASSEMBLY: nOT BAD.. ACTUALLY QUITE BORING EH?
RISE: NOT BAD.
pRACTICAL: SCOLDED BY MS SAKINAH FOR "PLAYING" WITH THE LENSES AND DOING WRONG SCALE.
aFTER SCH: FINISHED UP MATHS HW W HANNA.
Y Sunday, July 20, 2008
YAY!
I MANAGED TO GET RID ______ OUT OF MY LIFE.
I DID IT.
I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE TOUGH.
BUT, I WAS WRONG.
IT WILL GET BETTER IN TIME.
WHAT's THE POINT IF I REMAIN THEY WAY I WAS?
WHAT WILL I GET?
NOTHING.
ALTHOUGH I KNOW IT HURTS WHEN IT HEALS.
BUT, IT'S OKAYY.
IT'S FOR A GOOD OUTCOME.
I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN.
I SHOULD.
I WILL.
I MUST.
BESIDES, I AM HAPPIER NOW WITH THE CULLENS(TIARA,LIYANA, FARIE,AZRYL,HANNA) AND BEST FRIENDS(HANNA AND MAI)
"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years"
-- Abraham Lincoln (previous quotes shared by Dani McCormack)
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Cullen 1st Day-Out
Last saturday was The Best Day ever.
Mainly because it was the cullen's first photoshoot.
Before that, we had to clean Pasir Ris Beach.
I was supposed to meet Hanna and Mai in Bus 17, but i was late.
I reached Pasir Ris Interchange at arnd 7 45 with Ira, Nabillah and Jannah.
Then we joined our class.
BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAI-QH.
We reached the beach Late.
It was so funny to see Ms Sakinah wearing jeans and shirt cos she usually wears Baju Kurung to school.
I asked her this "Cher.Why you didn't wear baju kurung?"
She was sooo PAISEH. Haha. You should see her reaction.
After The Beach-Cleaning, we head down to school with 4e2 people. THNX to Ms Liu who allowed us to board the bus. They are a bunch of fun people. So Shiok!!!
Reached School around 10 30 with The Cullens. We took pictures of The family. Thnx to Mai.
THE BEST PHOTO EVER
THE CULLENS
Rhel Aiden Cullen
Razeef Whaytt Cullen
Farie Rose Cullen
Tiara Eva Cullen
Hanna Estelle Cullen
Liyana Aurelia Cullen
Eva And Me Doing stupid faces
Estelle and Me Retarded Faces.
FUN DAY
THNX HANNA FOR THAT DAY...
I REALLY APPRECIATE.
YOU KNOW WHWAT I MEAN.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BESTIE :)
Y Thursday, July 17, 2008
Prelims EL ORAL
2.30 sharp, we assembled at the school hall, getting ready for ORAL examinations.
I was gonna be examined by Ms Tay. 2.35, Jerald, the first candidate made his way to the table to make his 10 min preparation, living behind the other candidates Ding Ping, Wei ler, Ernest, You jie, me Jun wen Ym and Mark.
The funny thing is that all of us were doing our last min preparation like finding substitutes for simple words like happy, sad, angry. Credits to Jonathan who helped a lot. Andy was so hilarious. He kept on asking me for good words and he say "Dun worry.We different examiner so won't be marked down if two people use the same words."
3.15, i made my way to the table and prepare. Tense, Anxious and uneasy. These were the exact feelings that was in me then. I practised the passage and according to Gillian i was too loud. Again. The first time was during Mt O level Oral.But, It's called READING ALOUD and not silent reading. Right? Anyway, I realised that time was moving at a very high speed. I managed to familiarise myself with the passage for about 6 mins which means i only had 4 pathetic mins left for the picture.
Once You Jie was done, i went up to Ms Tay with an uneasy feeling. I made a few mistakes for the reading aloud. Picture discussion not bad. Conversation was the Best. Had fun. Talked about ROYAL ALBERT HALL being My Most interesting place.
Haha.
PICS OF RAH, LONDON
Y Sunday, July 13, 2008
ONE MOMENT IN TIME
I believe there will always be one moment of time for a person to succeed in life. I haven't found mine yet. Hopefully, it will be soon.
Gtg. Need to study Geo: Development
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"If you have made mistakes, even serious ones, there is always another chance for you. What we call failure is not the falling down, but the staying down."-- Mary Pickford
Y Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Why?
Why must all this stuffs happen now?
At this critcal time?
I just don't get it.
It's not helping me.
Really, it's not.
Sigh.
Ignoring.
Not acknowledging presence.
Every story has an ending
3 more mths and i'll be FREE
Free frm everything.
For NOW, I need to MOVE ON...
" Some people have the strength to injure a heart but we forget that others have the strength to heal it."
Y Tuesday, July 8, 2008
HERO
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
THERE's A HERO IN EVERYONE.
It's just a matter of finding it.
Finding the true Hero that has always been in you without you knowing it initially.
This is a song for people in search of HOPE, STRENGTH AND LOVE :)
Y Thursday, July 3, 2008
ML ORAL DONE. NOW, THE REMAINING PAPERS
WILL BE DAMN BUZY UNTILL FURTHER NOTICE
:)
Y Tuesday, July 1, 2008
ML ORAL O LEVELS... DONE...YAY
I was Very EXHAUSTED in the morning esp during EL lessons. I dunno why.But her lesson today was very interesting, just that im too tired and lethargic due to lack of sleep.
Didn't manage to focus during POA and Maths Lessons cause ML O LEVEL Lisan was only in 2 hrs time. Slacked during POA. That's very bad.
THEN..
ML ORAL O LEVEL.
Once i saw the first person, Farhana, entered the comp room(where the examiners are, my heart begin to beat as fast as the bullet train in China. The feeling was really scary. Maiqh and Nab was beside. Then, MaiQh went to the table where we will be given 5 mins to prepare. She entered the room, which means im supposed to be preparing my reading. Nervous. That was the only feeling that was revolving around my mind at that instance.
I entered the room. The examiners were extremely friendly. I started reading. It was horrible, really. I made more than two mistakes. Damn it!!!
The Conversation was the BEST! I enjoyed. I remembered i mention about Singing And Acting as something i really like to do during free time, About how i was inspired by Celine DIon to sing and how i wanted to be the 1st Singaporean and Asian Singer to perform at Las Vegas.
Conversation ended. argh... Wish i could talk longer.
True Entertainer:
One who can sing v well and has the Outstanding Stage Presence.
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